Stay Strong, Hold on

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When your world crashes and your hope is gone
Stay strong, hold on
At times life gives you lemons
Sometimes you might face sudden dilemmas
Stay strong, hold on
Times when your on the edge at it seems you’ll fall
Mustar up all the strength you have, stand tall
Stay strong, hold on
When life grip start to slip
The times your physically drained and whipped
Stay strong, hold on
There are days that may appear to be to much to bare
Friends wont’t listen, and family don’t seem to care
Stay strong, hold on
When obstacles and barriers block your path
Leaving destruction in its aftermath
Stay strong, hold on
I hear your screams, in your eyes I see pain
Know there’s sunshine after the rain
Stay strong, hold on
When you’d have enough
Contemplating on giving up
Stay strong, hold on
Your stronger than you think
Tragedy pushes us to our brink
At times it fills at though you’ll sink
Just remember my words in this poem
Stay strong, hold on

HOLD ON

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As long as you have your life, you have also your trials. We must embrace the trials, you can run to your problems today but when the tomorrow comes, problems will always find you. We cannot deny the fact that the life we have facing right now, is very difficult. And we must face it and take all the risks. Sufferings is just a temporary in life that we need to overcome of it in order to grow not only physically, emotionally, intellectually but spiritually. Sufferings produces PERSEVERANCE, perseverance produces CHARACTER, and lastly character produces HOPE

Holding on is symbolizes how really strong you are and the persevere is in you. And the life that you wanted to be lays ahead upon on you. Hold on something’s unfailing.

Go, Fight for your life!

Go, Fight for your dreams!

Go, Fight for the future!

Fighting!

To Move On

I tried so hard to forget you

but I wont move on.

I changed my ways, lived without you

but it wont go on

I find my heart still holding on

and it wont let my feelings to find their home

The more I try to ignore you

my heart points to you and when I try to run from you

my mind thinks of you

i find myself crying at night and my tears wont stop falling

Cause my heart just stops from beating

until I say your name

But i will tell my mind. convince it

I don’t need you, I don’t

i will tell my heart, convince it

I don’t love you, I don’t and I will tell myself

that I can live without you

Though I’d be lying

at least I’m trying to move on

I tried to spend all my time

To find someone new

Someone who could take this love

That once was for you

But I don’t wanna fool someone

Just to make me feel alright

I need to get you off my mind

And so I will find a way.

One day I know id come to understand

you’re not meant to believe

that I’m the one that you need

until I understand.

The Unsend Letter

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If someone out there could grant me a wish. I wish that someday you will come back to me. And I will hold your heart here in my  hand for the longest time and there’s nothing more I could wish for because you are right here in my heart.

I just missed to be with you always. A thousand sweet words, a counted fighting, the unforgettable moments that we’ve gathered, a thousand tears. All of those will remain a memory to me. I just miss you that much.

I’m still hoping for ” the love is sweeter than the second time around.” where I can gained more hope, more miracles, more anything about you and us.

I hope and I wish that you will read this, smile and said” Hi, Vince. Thank you” – thank you for loving me.

There’s nothing wrong in loving you secretly. All I know is, I am much more me when I’m with you. 

 

2017:A New Beginning

2016 — I’m Ready To Let You Go
I’m ready.

I’m ready to let you go. I’m ready to say goodbye to my favorite parts of you, the special memories, the moments I wish I could rewind. I’m ready to let them go, I’m ready to loosen my grip and welcome new ones. I’m ready to let the moments I loved slip through my fingers and go make new ones.

I learned.

I learned the lessons you were trying to teach me. I learned from the pain, from the heartbreak, from the betrayal, from the tears, from the mistakes and from my own shortcomings. I learned the hard ones; you were hard on me sometimes but I’m thankful for the lessons because I hope I’m a little bit wiser, a little bit stronger and a lot more resilient because of them.

I forgive you.

I forgive you for putting me through hard times, I forgive you for not making the good times last longer, I forgive you for being stubborn, for not turning things exactly the way I want them to and I mostly forgive you for all the lonely nights. In a way, they made me fearless, in a way, they taught me how to enjoy my own company and in a way, they made me unafraid of loneliness.

I love you.

I love you for all the blessings you gave me, for the times I spent smiling, for the all the times I laughed with my friends and the times I stayed up talking to someone I love. I love you for the moments when you made me feel invincible and for the moments you made me feel alive and for the ones that will live me with me forever. I love you for being so memorable, so unforgettable and so breathtaking.

I’ll miss you.

It’s strange, because you weren’t perfect but you still had a special place in my heart. Something about you was pivotal, something about you was comforting, something about you felt safe, like coming home after a long time, like I’m finally on the right track, in the right direction. Unlike all other years, you left an impact, you felt right.

2017 — I’m ready.

I don’t know what to expect, I don’t know what you hold for me, I don’t know if you’ll be better or worse, but I know I’m ready for you. I know that I can handle the bad moments and embrace the great moments. I know that I’m open to learning and appreciating why things won’t turn out the way I wish they could. I’m ready because I’m letting go of the past and willing to start over with you. I’m ready to buy a new book with empty pages so we can write the story together. I’m ready for you to give me a wonderful story to write.

Take my hand and take your pen and let’s work together as a team, for the first time, I’m on your side and I’m willing to work with you.

2017, I haven’t met you yet but I’m already in love with you.

LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!

Have you remember the first you fall in love with someone? so, how was it? it feels like butterflies in your stomach when you talking to him/her.  It is really nice to reminisce those young days. Yes, love is a concept that may mean many things to many people, but there is one thing the same throughout all ideas of love. People can love other people, animals, or now material objects, but it is all the same thing: love. Giving into their emotions and psychological temptations causes them to fall in love. Actually love is most powerful thing. It can hurt you and that’s the reality.

By the way, What is Love? Is it attraction? Is it intimacy? or Is it attachment?                 Love, in fact, is all of these things combined together. “Love is spiritual, not physical. It is a union of souls and hearts and minds, not something you can’t put under your microscope and understand!” Love is an emotion combined with a series of feelings.These feelings can be immensely powerful and wonderful.It is an emotional investments that we may invest of one another. . Falling in love can be one of the most explainable feelings a person can endure.

No one can control your feelings. No one is inside you telling you what to think about someone. Only you know how you feel and no one can change that.

Love is very strong word. It has a different meaning to everyone. When you truly fall in love, you will know. There is no exact meaning of love but everyone falls in the trap at some point in their life.

It was not too long ago that I met a guy I really liked. Everyone told me to not like him, but I still did. After a while of having feelings for him, I fell in love. My parents told me teens don’t know what love is. But I disagree.

I believe teenagers really can fall in love. Parents and other peers might disagree with you, but only you know how you feel. If you listened to everything you were told then you would never be happy with the one person you want to be happy with. You have to listen to your heart and not what others say.

No matter your age, you will always love someone. It may be family when your younger but as you become a teen there may be a time you grow strong feelings for someone and possibly fall in love with them.

When people tell me I don’t know what love really is, I disagree. You can’t let people tell you how you feel. They can’t feel the pain your feeling. You are your own person and only you will know what you think and how you feel. No one can control your mind and heart besides you.

If you truly love someone you wouldn’t listen to what other people think and listen to your heart!