“The Sound of Anxiety” @ Gella Marie Liguan
I lost myself.
I lost my happy key.
I want to be free.
Help me to find my own life.
Can somebody help me?
I’m in my misery
Somebody has taken me
I’m drowning in my thoughts
Something is running in my head
Somebody wants to hunt and kill me
I feel like I’m being trapped in my mind
Spare me, Please!
I can’t trust anybody
Drowning in a toxic environment
Living someone else life.
I don’t know who’s the demon inside of me.
Choosing between life and death
Being drowned by the words inside
No one will understand the pains inside me,
Neither do I
No one will understand the pain I’m feeling.
You don’t know what it feels like
You don’t know how it feels
You won’t understand me
This is the sound of my anxiety
This is a state of mental illness
Forgive me if you don’t know what it feels like!
Forgive me if I can’t be somebody else’s life!
Nobody will love the pain,
So better to shut your mouth
You were not in my place
And you’re not the one who’ll take the risk
You will never know how it feels like
Instead of hating me, help me!
Instead of killing me, spare me!
Instead of hurting me, cure me!
Please Stop! So that nobody will take their pills
Please do stop! So that nobody will cut their wrists
Please Stop! So that no one will take their life.
Please do stop! So that no one wants to be a victim.