Everyday I love You

You’re the night who makes me comfortable with.

You’re the day who gives me strength to hold on.

You’re the past who gives me so much to remember.

You’re a tomorrow who gives me full of hopes.

You’re the future who I could spend my lifetime loving you.

And I will love you day by day.

Yes. Everyday I love you.

I always will.

And I promise.

I do.

I do.

 

FALLING SLOWLY

I don’t know you
But I want you
All the more for that

Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can’t react

And games that never amount
To more than they’re meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
You’ll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can’t go back

Moods that take me and erase me
And I’m painted black

You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It’s time that you won

Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing it loud

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY

Mother’s day is fast approaching. 💔💔💔

Losing a mother is a pain that cannot be described in words. It is impossible to move on from the memory of losing the woman who sacrificed happiness in her own life so that you could have a better one. A mother’s love is truly irreplaceable. If you are finding it hard to cope with your mom’s death. No matter what I do to move on from this pain, deep down inside I will always know that I’ll never get to hug my mom again. I miss you. 🙁😔😢

To my mama, my friend, my angel, I would like to take this chance to greet a Happy Mother’s Day. Mama, I know you are listening from the heavens above.There’s nothing that I value more, than your love. No matter where I am or what I am doing, your memories will always keep me smiling. Though I can never repay you for your love and care, I cant miss to express my gratitude, love and reverence on this beautiful day of the year. You are always in my heart. You’re my one and only mom, and I’ll always have a special place in my heart for you. 💕💕💕

It’s been a 6 years. And I miss you a lot. If I ever given the chance I hope I could see you again and hug you tightly. I hope I could say to you personally that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. SO MUCH. 😢😢😢

The Unsend Letter

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If someone out there could grant me a wish. I wish that someday you will come back to me. And I will hold your heart here in my  hand for the longest time and there’s nothing more I could wish for because you are right here in my heart.

I just missed to be with you always. A thousand sweet words, a counted fighting, the unforgettable moments that we’ve gathered, a thousand tears. All of those will remain a memory to me. I just miss you that much.

I’m still hoping for ” the love is sweeter than the second time around.” where I can gained more hope, more miracles, more anything about you and us.

I hope and I wish that you will read this, smile and said” Hi, Vince. Thank you” – thank you for loving me.

There’s nothing wrong in loving you secretly. All I know is, I am much more me when I’m with you. 

 

2017:A New Beginning

2016 — I’m Ready To Let You Go
I’m ready.

I’m ready to let you go. I’m ready to say goodbye to my favorite parts of you, the special memories, the moments I wish I could rewind. I’m ready to let them go, I’m ready to loosen my grip and welcome new ones. I’m ready to let the moments I loved slip through my fingers and go make new ones.

I learned.

I learned the lessons you were trying to teach me. I learned from the pain, from the heartbreak, from the betrayal, from the tears, from the mistakes and from my own shortcomings. I learned the hard ones; you were hard on me sometimes but I’m thankful for the lessons because I hope I’m a little bit wiser, a little bit stronger and a lot more resilient because of them.

I forgive you.

I forgive you for putting me through hard times, I forgive you for not making the good times last longer, I forgive you for being stubborn, for not turning things exactly the way I want them to and I mostly forgive you for all the lonely nights. In a way, they made me fearless, in a way, they taught me how to enjoy my own company and in a way, they made me unafraid of loneliness.

I love you.

I love you for all the blessings you gave me, for the times I spent smiling, for the all the times I laughed with my friends and the times I stayed up talking to someone I love. I love you for the moments when you made me feel invincible and for the moments you made me feel alive and for the ones that will live me with me forever. I love you for being so memorable, so unforgettable and so breathtaking.

I’ll miss you.

It’s strange, because you weren’t perfect but you still had a special place in my heart. Something about you was pivotal, something about you was comforting, something about you felt safe, like coming home after a long time, like I’m finally on the right track, in the right direction. Unlike all other years, you left an impact, you felt right.

2017 — I’m ready.

I don’t know what to expect, I don’t know what you hold for me, I don’t know if you’ll be better or worse, but I know I’m ready for you. I know that I can handle the bad moments and embrace the great moments. I know that I’m open to learning and appreciating why things won’t turn out the way I wish they could. I’m ready because I’m letting go of the past and willing to start over with you. I’m ready to buy a new book with empty pages so we can write the story together. I’m ready for you to give me a wonderful story to write.

Take my hand and take your pen and let’s work together as a team, for the first time, I’m on your side and I’m willing to work with you.

2017, I haven’t met you yet but I’m already in love with you.

CHRISTIAN – MUSLIM

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Marawi City, Philippines

Christianity and Islam are two different religion with different beliefs. Whatever beliefs that we may believed on it, we can still learn to love one another. If there is LOVE, there’s also RESPECT. Respect to each other’s beliefs. Differences are not made to separate us from the world. This doesn’t mean that we depart to each other’s dignity. It only means that learn to love differences in order to achieve unity.  How good and pleasant it is when God’s people live together in unity!

TRY AND FAIL

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I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can’t accept not trying.

Try and try until you succeed“, one of the famous quotes or sayings in this world.And I do believe it even up to this days. There’s nothing to afraid to try something in your life goals. I, myself thinks that every failures in life makes me a better person and a chance of knowing myself more if how could I handle it. It makes me braver than before. And it makes me fully determined to do so. 

I failed, not once, not twice but many times in my life. And it doesn’t mean to give up on it. I just keep trying again and again, not even try to give up. Giving up means that your weak.  The word “weak” means that it symbolizes that you’re not strong enough not only physically but mentally and emotionally matters. You’re weak when you are not even trying to stand in your failures. You’re weak when when “giving up” is your solutions in every worst situations. You’re weak physically, mentally,emotionally and even spiritually.     YOU ARE WEAK, because you’re afraid to stand out, you’re not persistent enough, you lack humility, you’d rather argue against advice instead of taking it, you don’t take responsibility for what happens in your life, you’re afraid to care. To make it short, YOU DON’T BELIEVE IT’S POSSIBLE. That’s why people failed.

NOTE:Here are four steps that can help you turn any negative experience into a positive outcome: ACCEPT THAT FAILURE IS PART OF THE PROCESS, LET OUT YOUR FRUSTRATION, BE BRUTALLY HONEST and FAIL FORWARD. 

Despite what we hear, it has nothing to do with smiling and being happy with everything that happens to you. Anyone who says that is either lying or crazy. Positive thinking, rather, is used so that we can learn, grow, and evolve from what we experience in life.This does not mean try to fail. It simply means that if you are faced with a setback, understand it is not your final destination. It is a stepping-stone in your journey that is getting you to where you need to be.We can’t stop obstacles from appearing in life, but we can choose how to handle them. They may block our vision temporarily, but if we persevere then we can discover opportunities that have always been waiting for us on the other side. As we get more efficient with this process, we enable ourselves to see the positive side in even the toughest of situations.